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Monday, August 31, 2009

The calm

The storm temporarily moved away.
The shadows fade.

Nobody knows when this will happen again,
but the man have to sort it out anyway.


Saturday, August 29, 2009

De-com-press-ion

The storm is coming, together with the rain.
The clouds are approaching, followed by darkness.
Shadows becomes a whole, covering everything on earth.
Sorrow, anger, hatred united, consuming everyone in their way.

And the man will stay until the end.


"Speaking difficulties"

又工作了一天。

工作上繼續我不會開口說的「本色」,沒有和其他同事有太多交談。

原本沒有甚麼問題,大家分開工作就好了,偏偏工作的綱位有另一位同事的存在。

那位同事,在初次見面的時候,就沒有很好的認識,於是導致之後也「面阻阻」,眼神沒有交流,更何況說話。

其實我們之間沒有甚麼誤會或衝突,只是初次見面後沒有便沒有說過任何話。
說到底也是我的問題。

自小不多朋友的我,常被其他人認為是「自閉仔」,有自己的世界。

其實我不是甚麼自閉仔,自閉是病,但我是正常人,我也很想識朋友,有三五知己可以閒來談談天,吃喝玩樂,只是由小到大我嫌自己不夠好,多缺點,怕被人笑,又怕失敗,更怕自己被別人傷害我弱小的自專心。

即使認識的新朋友,每次也不長久,因為我不會延續友誼。

男的如此,女的更未深刻過。

所以,每當工作上或其他場合遇上平輩,都未必能得心應手地和他們一起。



唉,每每想到這裡,都令人懊惱。



(打係度,我仲當呢度係我個blog,希望有人見到,可以關心吓我,開解吓我,因為真係唔知可以同邊個講。)


Friday, March 13, 2009

現實 與 3D : World Builder


「為甚麼男主角要躲起來?」
也許他不想讓女主角知道她自己現實中的處景,
只想她一直住在他為她建造的「夢」…


The science behind this video (by mermadeinheaven at Youtube):

1. He creates a digital reality of 1's and 0's
2. He chemically forces her brain out of unconsciousness and into a semi-lucid state of consciousness (Svapna).
3. He then inserts the digital reality into her awareness via her body's nervous system.
4. He abstains from interaction because he knows that it could trigger a potential stress response.
5. He knows that when the simulation ends (i.e. when the chemical wears off), she will fall back into unconsciousness (i.e. sushupti or deep sleep).


Friday, January 30, 2009

每次想起妳

每次想起妳,
又再感到自己是多麼的不中用;
想到自己是沒有鼓起勇氣去說出心底話;
責備自己沒有好好表現自己;
後自己沒有珍惜這個珍貴的機會…
之後又會懊惱為何不會交新朋友,
又不懂和異性相處……
究竟我做錯甚麼,為何會是這樣?




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